I am mediocre. I can be glad without being happy, or sad without being depressed. I’m generally satisfied with my accomplishments, but I haven’t been genuinely proud of myself in a long time. I miss laughing to the point of tears or my chest hurting, and I miss being sad to a similar yet very different extent. I think the worst part is that I know and remember what it’s all like, but none of it happens anymore. I really want my feelings back.
