Mouchoirs en noir et blanc
Germs in mushed-up tissue form: I have a cold.
Despite that, I have news. I’ve been doing cardio about three times a week since sometime during summer, and it turns out that my resting heart rate, that used to be too low for my health, is now just right. Basically, before, I would wake up feeling dizzy and nauseous, my legs so weak that if I’d try to get up I’d fall almost immediately back down. So I would have to pop a pill and wait for my heart to ‘react and boot up’ so my blood would flow more naturally, so I could get up like a normal person. Now, I don’t have to medicate or wait. I can just hop up enthusiastically and not pass out in the morning. I’m actually fucking ecstatic about this. Since March, deep down, I was convinced that there was no way I could ever get any better. I recently accepted that I was going to die young, for god’s sake.
This changes everything.
